Diet Pills

Hey guys how are you all doing today? As for me here I’m doing really great, I’m still here in NJ thought. Supposed to be I am in Staatsburg today, but something came up and Jeff was not able to take me back home. I asked my mother if they could pick me up here in NJ but then she is working late yesterday. So Jeff just decided to take me home next weekend after we watch the Yankee. Anyhow since I got here in NJ last week I have not been eating rice. Jeff tried to stop me from eating rice and using salt because for him it is not healthy. Well I guess it’s really good to help me maintain my diet too. I have been taking diet pills for a while now and watching my every meal is really helping too.

If I Could?

My Mind has been blank for a while, as you can see it takes me ages to check and make an update on this blog. Although I am not really that busy. I was not really in the mood to do anything. I even quit my job because I have been really sick. I lost so much weight and I’m on anti depression pills. Often time I got scared; it feels like I’m on a very dark small cave with lots of bats. Every time I’m alone in the house I start crying, it is one of the reason also why I don’t like to be in the house alone because it seems like I am going crazy. I know lately I made some not so good decision in life the reason why I am experiencing like this right now. But if ever if I could turn back the time, I wouldn’t because I don’t believe in regrets. For me everything we do in our lives was appropriate and I think when a person makes a wrong decision, and learns from it, he will most definitely not repeat his mistake. Some of the mistakes we make are extremely grave, yet, as long as we are sure to learn from them, it was worth all the pain and grief. However, if I were granted the opportunity to change just one thing in my life so far, it would have to be learning how to be strong and learn how to handle things properly.

Drumstick – vanilla ice cream

Drumstick – vanilla ice cream in a sugar cone with a chocolaty lining and topping is my latest craving lately. So the other day when I went grocery shopping I make sure that I get a box of these sweet cool treats. Then later on I realize that I will really ruin my diet, but I can’t really resist having this treat at night after having my dinner. Oh well I just have to keep doing my exercise and take the best diet pill to help me prevents from gaining so much weight because of eating too much with these sweet cool treats.

I wonder why

I’m wondering why I am really in the good mood today. Usually my when my period is here I always in the BAD mood. I also didn’t feel all those symptoms when my period is here like having headaches lower abdomen cramps etc. It’s so amazing! I’m hoping though that it will always be like this every month, which I know its impossible lol. But at least today I am able to write all my task without bothering pain in my body. But you know what? I have been here in the computer since I woke up at 5:45 in the morning and now it’s already 10:00 and I’m still here tapping the keyboard as much as I can, while also listening the washing machine to stop cause I also have a mountain of dirty clothes that needs to be wash. This is the result when you get lazy and didn’t want to do anything at all but only chatting online.

Remembering

While watching my TV show I suddenly remembered something when I saw the advertisement on TV about the adult diapers. I remembered how Joe complains at me before about going every minute to the bathroom. I really give him a hard time when we were travelling to New Orleans at that time. He then told me that he should let me wear one of those so that he doesn’t need to stop every gas station we pass so that I can use the bathroom. I just don’t understand why every time when we are travelling I always feel the need of using the bathroom always. Thinking about it really made me smile.

Wilmington NC real estate

Summer is just around the corner. Do you guys already have plans what you’re going to do this summer? As for us here we’re not sure yet. But one thing I know for sure what I want to do this summer is going to the beach. We are only 15 minutes away from the beach. I am really looking forward to it because its been ages since the last time I was able to wear my swimming attire. But you know what? I have this dream that one day I will be able to buy my dream vacation house somewhere in NC. I really like one of those I found in Wilmington NC real estate. I hope one day I will be able to own one of their properties. They have such a beautiful place.

Home Letchon Manok

Last Friday I was craving for some Filipino letchon manok, so I decided to go to the Asian market and buy a whole chicken. So that I can make my own way of cooking letchon manok. Since we have grill I decided to marinate the chicken for two hours before grilling it and I also put some lemon grass and a lot of scallions inside the chicken then pepper and salt. When the chicken was done I never thought that it would taste really good. So here I’m sharing a picture of my home made letchon manok. Enjoy!

Industrial Supplies

I am typing as much as I can here right now because I keep saying I am hungry but I couldn’t get my butt out of this computer chair. I am just too behind with my task and wanted to finish them all before 9:00 AM to get some industrial supplies that we need. I also need to have all my immigration papers photo copy so that I can send it soon. I have gathered it yesterday so that it will be ready, but there are some few things that I am waiting I hope it will get here soon so that I can send it before this month will end. Keep my fingers and toes cross.

Caught Up

I know it’s only 6:20 in the morning here but I’m here in the computer tapping as much as I can. I am so behind and caught up with my task this past few days. I really tried to do them in time but I only have so little time in my hands. So here I am hoping to finish them all today, I hope I can though. It’s Monday and its work day again, which is really good cause that only means another mullah that will come my way lol.

What A Lazy Day For Me

Before getting up from bed early this morning, I already feel terrible. I have this freaking headache which I normally gets every once a month. I thought I could finish a lot of things today which I have planned last night before going to bed, but I guess not cause I have been so lazy and doesn’t want to do anything at all. Its almost 11:00am here but I didn’t accomplish anything. Well I guess I will be lazy the whole day cause I really don’t feel good today. After posting this entry I might need to jump in the shower real quick to help me feel better. But before that let me find out more about this Cyber Monday that I have been curious about, I heard it from a friend yesterday and she has been talking about it most of the time. So I guess I have to check it myself and find out.

Happy Wednesday!

My gosh I went to bed early last night but I am still so sleepy, tired and lazy. I wonder why? Hmmp this past few weeks I am so happy that I finally able to sleep good..NO more insomnia attacking. Now its really great to do some exercise once in a while, cause it helps us relax with our body. I started going back to the gym twice a week now and it felt really good. I am planning to do this as often as I can. But for the meantime let me finish this entry so that I can crawl back to bed...its only 7:54 anyway so I better hurry now!

Discount Lighting

We have been planning to do some changes inside the house. There are a lot that needs to be fix, especially the bathroom and the bedroom area. But last night the first thing I noticed when I turned on the light in the bathroom it was flickering… well it is an old light anyway so we were planning to replace and upgrade it to a modern style lighting. Now what I need to do is to find some discount lighting.. For sure I can always find a good quality lighting fixtures that is affordable. We really dont need to spend a lot of money when we want to do something like this because we can always find online a better deal.

One Step At A Time

I found this poem in my friendster bulletin. While reading it i said to myself that "natamaan ko" sa poam lols.

Life comes with obstacles,

Obstacles that must be pursued,

No matter how rough the obstacle,

No matter how long and how tough the walk

I will succeed by trying my best,

Failure does not exist if I try,

Taking “one day at a time,

I cannot change the past,

The best is yet to come,

The present is now,

Focus and work on the present,

Success will follow in the future,

Focus on the goals that I create for myself,

Change is wonderful,

Do not fear change,

Change is wonderful,

Today is the beginning to a new destiny,

The mind is a powerful tool that has the strength to achieve,

I create a plan to help me achieve what destiny has in store for me

I am who I want to be

I can succeed,

Believe in myself and focus on the positive aspects of life,

Take “one step at a time”,

And focus on what I have, not what I do not have,

Life is what I make it,

So look at the positive and over power the negative,

I control my life,

Life does not control me.

Which is the best one you like?

The picture that i am wearing a black blouse was taken two weeks ago and the one that I'm wearing orange blouse was taken just last Saturday at the parking lot in the mall after watching a movie ( Wolverine ). The last picture i look heaver than the first pic. It is so amazing how fast i lost weight in just a short time. Honestly I am so unpredictable when i was a bit heavier I always complained about my weight because i thought i look fat. But i really love the way a look now, theres no much belly anymore, I just have to work out really hard so that i can get the shape that i want and of course with the help of the best weight loss products. Although there are some disadvantage when i loose weight, some part of me gets skinnier too, like my hips, legs and chest lols. I don't know why its like that? Thats why I really need to start doing some good exercise soon.

Its me while waiting, picture picture una at the parking lot

This was taken about 2 weeks ago out side the house...see the stress behind me? murag katung-gan no? lols